A Letter to Hui Ting:
Was quite shocked when you wrote the ''letter'' to me today.Cause the things that you have written are answers to problems that i have been struggling with for the past days.I admit that there are days when i feel jealous,neglected and emo.Cause i din hear from you for days and knowing that you are spending more time with him than me doesn't really feel good.But after reading ur thoughts and feelings today,know that afterall i still stand a place in your heart and yes you do think of me.And thru the letter i can see that somehow you do stand in my shoe and think for me.
You asked if i remember the first time we became best friend.Yes...I Do..it was the most happy time in my life because we are always together 24/7 doing lots of things and creating memories together.I remember that during the starting of our friendship,everytime we go out we will be taking neoprint to remember that day.And most of the days after school,we will be hanging out at the beach on the swing.I really miss those days and sometimes i wish my life can stop at that period of time.Maybe the answer to these is having a balance between your two relationship.And i also know that its difficult to do that and i also don wish to spoilt the relationship between you and him.And i also understand that because he is your first long serious relationship thats why its quite difficult to have a balance.
In the past,we are always there for each other because we did not have ani boyfriends.And we have ample of times to be together thus causing us to be so close that without the other its like dying.However,its ok now cause you have told me your heartfelt feelings and i understand that the postion i stand is secure and unreplaceable by others.It feels so great and happy to know that even thought a special person had came into ur life you still din forget about me:P
Lastly,wanna wish you all the best for ur exams and i have faith in you.You can do it de.And after your exam i am looking forward to going out with you daily and this holiday it will be a different march holiday for us.So looking forward to it.Take Care and miss you soo much.
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!
* Michelle aka ShuNing.
* Ah Ning; teddybear; SugaNiang.
* 9`teen
* 24 Nov 88.
* Single
* 173cm
* ChongZheng Pri; CoralSec; PSB biz.
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[[*My Adores*]]
# my family
# chocolate
# cheezels
# ice-cream (cornetto)
# fruit (grape)
# converse shoes n bags
# basketball
# day dreaming
# listening YES 933
# taking ne0-print
# watching movies
# sitting on swing
# munching and slacking in front of the tv
# yakking and joking with my friends
# Chill out with my bestfriend and buddies
[[*My Detests*]]
; Spicy Food
; Big bullies
; Backstabbers
; Unreasonable ppl
; Pest (lizard; xia0 qiang; cat)
; The feeling of LONELINESS
; Ppl that bully my friends
; Ppl who goes overboard in making fun and calling ppl name
; Explaining things to ppl
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