The Senseless Talk.......... May look cheerful on the outside. Using a smile to cover everything up. Taking in people's nonsense to please them, thinking that they are having a bad day. Try to understand the situation they are in. Console them and listen to their problems. Asking them how are they and hows work. Showing concern for their daily life. But the soul inside me is troubled too. Only that i masked it up too well for others to sense it. I don't mind listening to others, clearing up the paperwork's for you, receiving all the nonsense from you, being said by you....BUT DO ANY OF YOU APPRECIATE IT???? Or have it become that Michelle is the person to go to when i have nonsense to spill, i have extra paperwork's that cannot be clear, i need someone to cheer me up...... Maybe it's because i tend to look on the bright side of things. I'm not willing to let the bad things in life get me down. I don't believe that by mopping about over all the unhappy stuffs i will be happy. As long as i have troubled over it for a period of time, enough is enough. I got to move on and enjoy the happier things around me. Life's too short for me to waste it on the unhappy stuff. I always tell people to look on the greener pasture and think of the happier stuff. But please don't treat me like as if i deserve all these ill treatment...I'm only a simple human being. Yes, my thinking may be simple, i think things simply and i don't really think too much into things and i may take sometimes to understand what you guys means and why you are doing this. BUT DO I DESERVE THIS???? Being simple-minded it's not wrong, being cheerful always it's not wrong, looking on the bright side of life is not wrong too. I may not say anything, i may not portray my unhappiness out, i may not reject doing your work for you, i may feel tired, i may feel sad.....but i don't mind pleasing you all cause if i can make someone happier, why not?? Please spare a thought for me too. If you feel sad and troubled, i will too. If you feel overload with work, i will too. If you feel tired, i will too. Whatever you guys are feeling, i will feel it too.Maybe i am a fool to you or maybe i have become a person who you always throw your nonsense at........... Please Treat Me With Respect And Concern. I Have My Dignity And Feelings Too... ....I'M ONLY A SIMPLE BEING....
* Michelle aka ShuNing.
* Ah Ning; teddybear; SugaNiang.
* 9`teen
* 24 Nov 88.
* Single
* 173cm
* ChongZheng Pri; CoralSec; PSB biz.
Msn/Friendster: shellmts99@hotmail.com
[[*My Adores*]]
# my family
# chocolate
# cheezels
# ice-cream (cornetto)
# fruit (grape)
# converse shoes n bags
# basketball
# day dreaming
# listening YES 933
# taking ne0-print
# watching movies
# sitting on swing
# munching and slacking in front of the tv
# yakking and joking with my friends
# Chill out with my bestfriend and buddies
[[*My Detests*]]
; Spicy Food
; Big bullies
; Backstabbers
; Unreasonable ppl
; Pest (lizard; xia0 qiang; cat)
; The feeling of LONELINESS
; Ppl that bully my friends
; Ppl who goes overboard in making fun and calling ppl name
; Explaining things to ppl
[[*Princess's Past Dreams*]]
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